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I did lie to you but you dont know, its happened often about little things. And i dont feel bad not even in the slightest... I kissed someone else and it was fun and i didnt feel bad, but you dont know.
He asks me to show more emotion, so i try... Unfortunately and so coincidentaly he's head is full of thoughts that involve HIS problems that he happens not to hear most of wat i have to say... Wats the point then? Why should i try to tell him wat i have to say when he hears but doesnt listen or consider... Whys it always about you? I'm dead inside no emotion if hes gone its like that and will have no effect on me... He says it will break him but its the idea that will be gone cause after all no one pays attention to the shadow its the tree they're after so I'm plucking the tree and the shadow happens to leave as well which do you miss more? I just want to reroot i know i do i wanna be someones tree not their shade or the walked apon shadow, thats not who i am...
And yes I did suggest moving back home mostly so i could become more and myself once more... And yes i was the one who planned to break up my mom didnt say anything she would let me see you but i dont want to. It felt strange actually liberating in a way. I wasnt actually thinking of you i was thinking of ME and my flying... IT IS MORE IMPORTANT!
Have you ever felt like you are the shadow in your own life and the lead character happens to be the one person you wish would be part of it rather than comsume it. The feeling of being a fan in the stadium rather than being on the field.
I wanna live my own life do wat i want wen i want and i happen to want you to do it with me, but you always get your way I might make the rules but you choose to obey them or break them and i have no say. You say compromise but thats all i've been doing wat about you? Ive changed you know i have, and i know you havent you've just had to deal with out it is that so tough, y do you still joke about it you know it offends me...
I did want to go last night but i wanted your reason to go to be "You want to so i'll be there because i care" not "If i dont go shes gonna be cross with me". We stayed but you knew i wanted to go the last time we did something i wanted to do was so far ago i cant even remember you are my only friend but im not your only and i dont blame you, no wait i do... You say go out with your friend but you know they dont exsist because al my time is spent with you... Who are these friends you talk of cause I'd love to meet them... We stayed because YOU didn't feel like going well today i dont feel like seeing you but i'm still fragile so much so that i wont tell you straight id rather just tell you im ill how lame am i... I feel no pitty just freedom... Enjoy your party because i know you wont stay home like i did with you... It hasn't happened and i already know the out come... Be young when you choose to be and convieniently old when i wanna play...
vivien added this comment 2008-08-22 14:52:32-05:00
lovely
briza added this comment 2008-08-22 13:32:29-05:00
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pookeypam added this comment 2008-08-22 09:41:26-05:00
I wouldn't say perfect but its definately how i feel
bulisto added this comment 2008-08-22 09:17:19-05:00
that perfect
vivien added this comment 2008-08-22 14:52:32-05:00
lovely
briza added this comment 2008-08-22 13:32:29-05:00
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pookeypam added this comment 2008-08-22 09:41:26-05:00
I wouldn't say perfect but its definately how i feel
bulisto added this comment 2008-08-22 09:17:19-05:00
that perfect