awww thats sad

yeah tht's just the short version of the story, but the difference between now and then is i see him for what he really is. i used to believe he was the only guy that mattered and i believed everything he said and did to be good. it wasn't possible to see bad in him. when i was hurt i blamed myself not him. i would of done anything for him and when his gf asked me what happend a few yrs later, i lied for him. i don't even know why. and he emailed me nd yelled at me to leave her alone.. when she was the one who contacted me. and well i blamed only myself never him he was too good and he was the victim. and i hated myself, and when the pain became too much i turned to drugs.. maybe i should make a glog about the rest of the story?

awwww how sad

wow that is so sad i know how it feels though thats what happend to me

Oh my god, that's so sad. Im so sorry. You arn't pathetic, he is.