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I breathe a little further in, And imagine my reflections thin. Pull the measuring tape a little tighter, Wish the scales would show I’m lighter.
I can’t deal with the feeling and so bring it all up quickly. A lifetime of adding calories does not thrill me, So I wish Ana would hurry up and kill me. I feel so alone, isolated by my insanity,
It doesn’t have to go on forever, there is an end, Once I’ve reached my goal weight, I can lose this crazy friend. And then I am cruelly reminded That I have been navely blinded This light at the end of the tunnel never existed
This is what Ana has done to me, Taken my spirit, my personality. I am trapped by my own self hate, My despair offers me no escape. Disgust fills my mind when I fill my belly,
I’ve lost my friends, my confidence, and my dignity. Is it all worth it- just to be skinny? The sleepless nights, constants feelings of being dizzy? There are days when she plays tricks on me, Fools me into thinking I can be happy.
What Ana did
faithymay101 added this comment 2011-04-20 12:39:58-05:00
thanks for making this
faithymay101 added this comment 2011-04-20 12:39:58-05:00
thanks for making this