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Dear You, I think about you like 24/7. I think about the times you made me laugh and smile and all the sweet things you say to me that I don’t deserve… Sometimes I don’t know if I should cry or laugh. Usually it’s both. I realize I look extremely insane when this happens. It just makes me cry harder. I always come back. I tell myself I have to leave. I can’t stay with you. I’m only going to regret it later, but instead I let you rip me apart. I think it’s because of how good you make me feel. You are the most interesting person I know and I hate the fact that I’m never going to be able to get to know you on other levels than what we HAVE to be. I’m so scared that when I have to leave, when the time comes where I will never see you again, you’re going to forget me. I’m so scared. Yet, I really just want to forget you. The thing is, whenever I try to leave, when I finally convince myself this is what I need to do, I run into you and then you bring me right back to square one. It’s not fair to you to just randomly stop talking to you and I’m so sorry for that. It makes me feel terrible, and I am scared that you think it’s your fault. So that day when we ran into eachother in the hall, after not seeing eachother for a couple weeks, and you said one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me…I froze. I couldn’t say anything. I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to respond but I couldn’t. I just walked away. I’m so sorry. I ruined everything. I always do. No matter what choice I make, that’s how I’m always going to feel. I just love you too much, and you probably think I hate you. Or maybe you don’t even care. Maybe I don’t cross your mind at all. I love you. I miss you. Always. Love, Me.
sharpie added this comment 2011-04-01 22:41:27-05:00
Thanks. (:
ninjakittenlover added this comment 2011-03-16 09:15:11-05:00
I love this. So Sad. But I've been there before. And the song is beautiful.
sharpie added this comment 2011-04-01 22:41:27-05:00
Thanks. (:
ninjakittenlover added this comment 2011-03-16 09:15:11-05:00
I love this. So Sad. But I've been there before. And the song is beautiful.