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SO I'VE HEARD SOME THINGS ABOUT ME THAT I WOULD LIKE TO CLEAR UP.......I LIKE TO SHOW OFF THAT I'M GOOD AT STUFF. NO, ACTUALLY I DON'T. I DON'T LIKE TO SHOW OFF OR BRING UNNECESSARY ATTENTION TO MYSELF. IT'S UNCOMFORTABLE AND I ALREADY GET ENOUGH BAD ATTENTION. ON ANOTHER NOTE, I'M ONLY GOOD AT STUFF BECAUSE I AM LEFT HOME ALONE A LOT AND HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO BUT SCREW OFF AND DO CREATIVE STUFF OTHERWISE I'D GET DEPRESSED.I HAVE NO EMOTION. NO I DON'T CRY. NOT IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. I SAVE IT FOR WHEN I'M ALONE OR IN THE SHOWER. WHO ACTUALLY LIKES TO CRY IN FRONT OF PEOPLE???I AM ALL SMILES. I'M ALWAYS HAPPY. AND I'M SO FAKE. NO, I JUST DON'T WANT TO DRAG ANYONE DOWN WITH ME. WITH ALL MY PROBLEMS. I'VE BEEN DEPRESSED SINCE JR. HIGH. I HAVEN'T EVEN TOLD MY PARENTS. I THOUGHT ABOUT SUICIDE A LOT BETWEEN THEN AND NOW. MY CLOSEST FRIENDS DON'T EVEN KNOW. THE REASON I SMILE SO MUCH IS BECAUSE I'M TRYING MY BEST TO HIDE IT.I'M ALWAYS SO PRETTY AND PUT TOGETHER. I AM NEVER 'PUT TOGETHER. I'M ALWAYS FRAZZLED AND FALLING APART. WHY CAN'T ANYONE SEE THAT???I HAVE HAD SO MAY BOYFRIENDS EVERYONE LOST COUNT. I HAVE A LOT OF GUY 'FRIENDS'!WHO HAVE NO INTEREST IN ME WHATSOEVER. I HAVE NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND. I'VE NEVER BEEN KISSED. AND I'M OKAY WITH THAT. AS FAR AS I KNOW NO GUY HAS EVER LIKED ME LIKE THAT AT ALL. I HAD ONE GUY I REALLY LIKED AND SEEMED SO NICE TO ME, AND I TOLD HIM HOW I LIKED HIM SO MUCH. HE TOLD ME I WAS A GEEK AND NOT WORTH HIM, AND A LOT OF OTHER REALLY MEAN STUFF. I HAVEN'T LIKED ANYONE SINCE THAT.I AM SO INNOCENT MINDED. YES, I DON'T GET PERVERTED JOKES OR INNUENDOS .IT'S NOT THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MY MIND. SO ....SORRY???I AM REALLY DENSE. THIS IS TRUE I GUESS....I DON'T PICK UP ON EMOTIONS VERY WELL. IT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T CARE. IT JUST MEANS YOU SHOULD TRUST ME TO TELL ME WHEN SOMETHING'S WRONG, AND NOT WAIT FOR ME TO FIGURE IT OUT. BECAUSE IT WILL TAKE A WHILE. IF YOU KNEW ME YOU'D KNOW I'D BE THERE FOR YOU EITHER WAY.I HANG OUT WITH GANGS. I DON'T KNOW WHERE PEOPLE COME UP WITH THIS STUFF.......I DO KNOW SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE IN GANGS BUT THEY AREN'T MY FRIENDS ANYMORE BECAUSE I KNOW THEY AREN'T GOOD FOR ME. I USED TO WEAR BANDANAS A LOT TOO BUT I WASN'T ACTUALLY IN A GANG! I JUST LIKED BANDANAS!!!I FLIRT WITH GUYS EVERY CHANCE I GET. I HONESTLY SUCK AT FLIRTING. I TRIED IT ONCE AND FAILED HORRIBLY BECAUSE I'M REALLY BLUNT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FLIRT OR WHEN SOMEONE'S FLIRTING WITH ME. AGAIN I DON'T PICK UP ON EMOTIONS THAT WELL....I'M A CUTTER. I USED TO BUT I'M NOT ANYMORE. I PUT MY ANGER AND SADNESS INTO MY ART. I CAN'T DEAL WITH THE GUILT OF CUTTING ANYMORE AND I JUST STOPPED. BUT REALLY PEOPLE THAT MAKE FUN OF CUTTING ONLY MADE ME MORE DEPRESSED AND UNWANTED! I GET PISSED AT PEOPLE WHO MAKE JOKES ABOUT IT TODAY. IT'S NOT FUNNY.I DON'T SEE THE WORLD THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE DO. I AM SO MESSED UP. NO I DON'T SEE THINGS THE SAME WAY AS YOU DO. I THINK THAT'S A GOOD THING. IF I WERE LIKE YOU I KNOW I WOULDN'T BE HAPPY. I WOULD HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO HATE AND PUT DOWN,AND THAT'S NOT ME, AND I WOULDN'T BE WHO I AM NOW. NO THAT'S NOT MESSED UP. IT'S INDIVIDUALITY. GROW UP AND LEARN NOT EVERYONE HAS TO AGREE WITH YOU YO BE RIGHT. I AM WHO I AM. AND I AM SORRY YOU DON'T LIKE IT , OR CAN'T SEE HOW HARD IT IS TO TRY AND BE 'NORMAL'.ESPECIALLY FOR ME. I HAPPEN TO LIKE THE WAY I AM .AND SO DO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME WHO ACTUALLY MATTER..I'M SORRY RUMORS MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.I'M REALLY SORRY YOU AREN'T BETTER THAN ALL OF THAT ^. ~~~ GEEZ LOUISE </3 ~^.^~
