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Time in and time out These days come in And my spirit drifts out I start to wonder what this world would be without me And then I have this crazy dream I see your face as I close my eyes And all of this somehow makes me realize That there’s no way I could do this to you This pain is mine, as hard as it is to carry I know this couldn’t be a story that is true In the end I would only be a body for you to burry I never wanted it to end this way Lord knows what they would all say And I know decades from this day You would never let the pain go away This couldn’t be the way I go out Some say they’d rather fade away Some would rather burn out Now as I look back at where I was And look where I want to be I look around to see a city, a buzz Meanwhile I cant move these legs under me Its weird to think that this pill Keep me sane But without it I kinda like the way I feel Meanwhile I sit here Alone in a dark room Nothing on but the light Picking my brain of all my thoughts Wondering why Why cant I feel like that on my own I have to take this pill This pill that helps my f***ed up mind That doesn’t want me to live my life The way it was meant to be Its funny though All of this just lands on deaf ears No one out there knows what its like To wake up every day and wonder why Why do I have to try I have to try to just make it one more day One more day longer than I think I can Cause the problem is that I could have been gone To think that could have been it The end Nothing left but a cold coffin Six feet under this hell hole we call earth Maybe that’s it That’s the reason I feel this way Like I will never be able to say what I want to say Because in my mind I am gone This is all just a dream The life flashing before my eyes The last glimpses of life Flickering before my eyes Only to fade away into the black No way to go back No way to go on No way to live No way to die Hopefully I’ll end up Up in the sky where I can fly Just to watch over everyone As I do every day Maybe that’s what I was created for Just to look down and watch them Help them day to day Show them their mistakes Tell them the words they need to hear Just so they don’t end up this way Beaten and battered Tattered and torn Hoping for tomorrow Praying for the morn’ Please let this stop Let the pain go away I cant hold this up It will all fall and grind me away Where is the limit Where is the line I’ve fought to hard Much to hard to be denied Could it be The light is beginning to shine This is it The answer on my mind Is it you Please don’t be like those others Those that left me behind Those that tried to help But only grew weary When being able to help But just barely Was there an improvement Maybe for a time Only to turn on a dime On that day when I had to say goodbye Goodbye friend You will be missed I hope you read this Please don’t get pissed When you find out you helped But then destroyed everything you built With one little word You never thought it would blow me away Never knew I would have a price to pay Never thought it as a missile Headed straight for my heart Or maybe my brain To knock me out of the sky And to pour on the pain I have to fight every day To get back to where I was Hoping someday One day soon People can finally see Why I cant take it Why there’s so much pain Pain inside tucked away Just to explode out at the end of the day I’m don I quit Try to help in any way I promise this isn’t the end But I cant say I’m not on the way All I need is a hand Just to know that people know what I feel I’m not asking for your pity Just don’t let me fall

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