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Why can I never do anything right? I just fuck up over and over again. The things I do hurt you constentally. What can I do? How can I stop hurting you? What will it take to make things right again? Would you tell me that Im doing right by you? Or tell me that Im failing? How can I make you happy? Im never there. Im too far away... It hurts everytime i do see you and i have to leave. It rips my fucking heart out. I always get the feeling that i will never see you after that visit... I guess I was right. My only means of comunication for you is leaving and not by choice. Her father is taking her away... Thats 2 people in a spand of 6 months. Im not going to be able to talk to you for a whole year until Im 18. That year is going to kill me. Im going to end up giving into urges that I have been fighting for this past year. All because my mothe took you away from me... And now so is my best friend. Because they saw us uunhealthy for each other... In both situations. I cant help but stop and think "This is why I dont have friends. Because it hurts like hell when they leave." I never had a close friend before... I've never had a boyfriend until 2 years ago. And now here I am, with a close friend and the love of my life... both leaving me not by choice. But because the parents dont aprove of the other person. Life is holding less and less meaning now... Things are fading into the black. I fear my life will be ended as soon as my parents choose to move to Arazona... Moving me farther away from HIM. And he doesnt even know...
sexymyri202 added this comment 2010-05-21 20:20:21-05:00
i hope this isnt really happening to u cuz if it iz, then that iz real fucked up and they shuld be fucking ashamed of dem self fo that
sexymyri202 added this comment 2010-05-21 20:20:21-05:00
i hope this isnt really happening to u cuz if it iz, then that iz real fucked up and they shuld be fucking ashamed of dem self fo that