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Me...
Didnt know what to quite write on one of these so decided just to tell you abit about myself. Ive changed some of the names because i dont want people to get upset that i know. You probably will find my life abit on the bring side but here goes. One of my earliest memories is of a good friend and cousin (she wasnt my actual cousin but i saw her in that way and i still call them cousins), anyway we used to see them quite often there was *Aimee and *Kate. Aimee was my sisters age so they used to play together, and i used to play with Kate as she was around my age. The thing was that Kate (then 6) had Cancer, of course i was too young to understand then (7) of what this diesese actually did to you. But i gradually saw. Often she would come to my house and be sick. I just thought this was travel sickness but it wasnt. Then when we would go swimming together she had a sort of plastic bag around some tubes going into her. She died at the age of 6 and i went to her funeral and hear her sister talk about her so lovingly and also her grandparents. What really hurt me was that after she died my sister said she had told her friends at school about katie dying and being sick, and they just laughed. They laughed at her and it really infuriated me! i couldnt believe how hartless they were behaving. Well my next big memory was visiting New Zealand for 3/4 months! ( more positive note) :) I absolutely loved it! and deffo would return! i would recommend it to anyone! I went bungy jumping which was one of the best experiences of my life! Also i saw alot of wildlife including 16 sperm whales and fucking loads of dolphins and seals. The best holiday of my life so far i would say, so many laughs with my family! Good times good times. Next memory would probably be my Boyfriend now *Calvin. I pritty much love him :). But im always so insecure about what he thinks of me or wether he gets bored or whether he likes other girls especially someone called *hana and someone called *megs. They just fucking push my barriers and make me so paranoid. Some people think im fucked up and i actually think i am because my mind and thoughts are so wierd that you couldnt imagine it. Not a day goes by that i dont make an insest joke or peodfilliea joke or anything like that. i dont know what it is but its just how my mind works. I dont say half the things i think out loud because of how fucked up they are! O well spose its how i am TeBeAch.
