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sometimes I sit alone and look out at the world around me. The untouched world where everything is in peace! The sun shines down upon us and the moon shines bright. The days go by and nothing can stop them. The birds fly around and sing like nothing bad could ever happen. So sometimes i sit alone and i wonder if i like who i am. I f i like what i have become. If i like this girl, who is she, what is she, why is she the way she is?? Sometimes i wonder if this is all a mistake. Sometimes i wonder if its all okay. Should i have done that? Was that a mistake? am i a good person? will it work out in the end? SOmetimes i sit and wonder. Who is this girl i have become? I am so different from before. I was ugly fat no one looked at me twice and if they did it was to laugh. Now guys flirt!! they say hey baby, hows it going? how r u? lets get somthing going? I never thought any one would like me! I was afraid of being alone! so when it was offered, i felt like it had to go. I thought it was my only chance and i had to be this way. When they wanted to talk bout sex i said hey why not baby? now i know...... thats all they want sometimes..... sometimes ull get used!!! I am now called a slut a whore a skank a hoe. And honestly at this point idk where to go!! i wanted them to love me i thought it would work!!! i guess i was that deperate.... so desperate i would become someone i hate. The new me is horrible unhappy and sad!! idk what to do please someone find me and hold me in your hands!!!
