it was me(sad poem)

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Everyday I used to say, I love you so, my heart and my soul, I always used to see him, Loving me, Holding me, Like he would love me forever, In his heart I could tell, That I was his umbrella to shelter the rain, But deep inside him was still in pain, His hugs were my life, His kiss was my soul, Like everything was right and whole, In his arms I felt safe and secure, Shielded from the pain and sorrow, I knew that nothing could get in our way, That life was perfect everyday, Then one day, One our 5 year anniversary, I was told by my friend, That she saw him with another girl, Sad and confused, I went to his house, Looking through his window, I saw him sitting on the couch, At first I was relieved, And then some somewhat happy, I started to walk away, Before I did I look one last time to see him before left, Right before my very eyes, I saw him there, With Mandy, Acting all giddy and dandy, He hugged her before my very eyes, Broken and betrayed, Sad and confused, Like my heart had been ripped in two, I ran away, Hoping to never see him again, When he came over that night, We got in a huge fight, Harmful words were said, Hearts broken, Never to see him again, In my misery, I went to bed, But crying my eyes out instead, Finally in all my misery, I fell asleep to the harsh cruel world, When I awoke, I turned on the news, Only to find, That someone had died, At first I thought, Thats just like me, But then they said a name that couldnt be, Grabbing my coat, And rushing out the door, I ran to his house, Where everyone was on the floor, In my lonesome, And in my tears, I ran to the first cop, Only to hear, This man was found dead, It struck dread in my very core, Only to find he had left something to be read, I end my life, I end it today, For she couldnt see, How life was meaningless to be, Her sprit, Her smile, Her kisses, Her love, Her everything was important to me, I went to her friend, To ask her to help, To find out the perfect thing to give to her, In my happiness I hugged her right away, I guess that where I went wrong, For you see, She saw me that day, And so I have to say, If you find this my loving dear, Please take what I gave you, For I love you forever and for always, Opening the envelope a little more, Something cold and hard fell in my hand, My eyes starting watering, Heart starting beating, For in my hand was the best gift ever known , Atop it, Was sapphire, Shaped as a heart, My favorite stone right from the start, For in my hand sat an engagement ring, To most beautiful one ever, So perfect and round, Fits delicately on my hand, But now I see, That it wasnt him, It was me.