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It's kind of funny now that I think of it. It was my fault all along I presume. If I didn't love you, this wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't have been hurt, but I can't go on saying what if, cuz ultimately it's my fault that I loved you. Without my love for you, you would've never loved me. I made you love me and ironically, I never wanted you to accept me and love me but I guess somehow you did. I never thought you'd return the love and when I told you, you did tho. And that moment foreshadowed my pain.
The Breakup
Even though I had so many mood swings, you kept it going, the love. For this I should thank you, ah but I dont wish to, because... you just tried to stop the end. The end is bound to come no matter what and I am really angry at you for trying to make it last because you just gave me more pain. You should've just ended my hopes the moment I told you about my love, but no, you didnt. I started to weave dreams of a future with you, I started to think we could be together one day. I started to get better at everything, physical and educational. I started putting a lot more effort into my work. I started walking miles. I started to communicate in class a lot more and have determination. I worked harder, I was determined to be with you, and just yesterday, you break us off, and you know what, thanks, for everything: breaking my heart, making me face reality that Id never be with you, and making me feel hopeless inside. You were my reason to live, but i'll just live without you then. You were right, we're just on the internet, internet love, never real love. Maybe my love was fake to you, maybe your love was fake, maybe our relation was FAKE!!!!!! You said age didn't matter, but you dumped me cuz of a reason related to age. Yeah I am younger, but I wouldn't care if I was laughed at by your parents if I ever asked for your hand in marriage in the future. But whatever, just be happy. Btw, don't ask for another chance ever cuz I've learned not to give a heart breaker another chance.
I could forgive you on all that, but there's one thing I can never forgive you on. You only looked at the stress, you didn't think about my love or have faith in me. You didn't think we could be together and that's what hurts me most. If you didn't have faith, well then, you never really loved me.
cheeraholic added this comment 2012-04-14 19:42:50-05:00
im really sorry :P
abegnaud added this comment 2012-04-08 08:57:07-05:00
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnlvPoDU5LY
abegnaud added this comment 2012-04-08 08:57:00-05:00
Whoa!
youngmedicalintern added this comment 2012-04-07 18:37:42-05:00
every ending is a new beginning...nice we not to forget that, even when we r lost in desperation :)..nice 1
yumrumgum added this comment 2012-04-06 10:08:08-05:00
damn, its alright now but i dont wanna delete this cuz i made it out of so much feelings :(
mattiefluffer added this comment 2012-04-03 16:33:55-05:00
Really deep ..l like it :)
outcastcalltoarms added this comment 2012-04-01 19:44:57-05:00
I'm so sorry :(
1snookie added this comment 2012-04-01 16:19:44-05:00
awwh im srry T-T i hope u feel better yum.. ~saige
the-unpredictable-girl-x3 added this comment 2012-04-01 16:00:45-05:00
:C Aww .. ~Notia
budahababy added this comment 2012-04-01 15:59:54-05:00
awhhh! :( feel better get happy soon.im sorry
cheeraholic added this comment 2012-04-14 19:42:50-05:00
im really sorry :P
abegnaud added this comment 2012-04-08 08:57:07-05:00
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnlvPoDU5LY
abegnaud added this comment 2012-04-08 08:57:00-05:00
Whoa!
youngmedicalintern added this comment 2012-04-07 18:37:42-05:00
every ending is a new beginning...nice we not to forget that, even when we r lost in desperation :)..nice 1
yumrumgum added this comment 2012-04-06 10:08:08-05:00
damn, its alright now but i dont wanna delete this cuz i made it out of so much feelings :(
mattiefluffer added this comment 2012-04-03 16:33:55-05:00
Really deep ..l like it :)
outcastcalltoarms added this comment 2012-04-01 19:44:57-05:00
I'm so sorry :(
1snookie added this comment 2012-04-01 16:19:44-05:00
awwh im srry T-T i hope u feel better yum.. ~saige
the-unpredictable-girl-x3 added this comment 2012-04-01 16:00:45-05:00
:C Aww .. ~Notia
budahababy added this comment 2012-04-01 15:59:54-05:00
awhhh! :( feel better get happy soon.im sorry
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