dreamlog/my darkest fear

zingsho

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6 years ago. I gasped.I could see the tall dark man coming closer to me.I couldn't scream, my voice was lost halfway inside my mouth.All i could do was watch in horror,being dragged away. I felt the heaviness in my heart, my body and my soul. As he pulled me out of the house,

I called my mother, crying and begging for something to be done. "Heivi! Please! I don't want to marry.Please tell him. Please Heivi!", I Shrieked. I didn't believe my eyes when i was begging my mother. All she did was stare at me with the saddest eyes as the tall dark old man whom i was going to marry pulled me away.

I saw my sister and all my love ones just watching me in despair as i was pulled out of the house. I didn't know how i felt right then,I wasn't angry and I wasn't lost. My emotions explode into tears but it was mute that i couldn't hear my own sobbing. My stomach squeezed as i was feeling dizzy.

The only thing that made me cry for a little while was because no one heard me crying which brought me back to my nightmare, how they only watched me when i was being taken by force by the tall dark old man.I stared at the darkness untill i drifted away back to sleep. .

All I said to him was my voicless plead as he took me further and further away. And all i could do was cry. I woke up crying in my room. It was dark but it was not as bad threatening than my dream.

My worst fear has been marriage. I had bad dreams about it.. The worst is being forced to marry whom you have no idea about....... an old pervert man, abusive, psycho......

Or something that makes you get chills in your spine ..... i don't want to spend my life with a stranger...... I don't know why i am thinking like this... It's silly.. just because of that stupid dream.. But i'm sacred....

this dream kept continuing for years untill last year when i saw myself wearing a white dress for the first time in my dream.... I was in a hurry and i rush to the bathroom with a girl leading me through the dark room.. then there was light inside, i saw blood on the toilet seat

and i looked down to my feet, i was clothe in long white dress.. I look at the reflection in the mirror My heart felt heavy.... I felt so heavy in my heart, body and soul.....whom was i going to marry? all i said was "Oh! I'm getting married!"

My worst fear has been marriage. I had bad dreams about it.. The worst is been forced to marry whom you have no idea about....... an old pervert man, abusive, psycho......

and i looked down to my feet, i was clothe in white long dress.. I look at the reflection in the mirror My heart felt heavy.... I felt so heavy in my heart, body and soul.....whom was i going to marry? all i said was "Oh! I'm getting married!"